Haha...so, I've had a pretty busy 4 day weekend, shopping, attending the opera, seeing The Faint/Ladytron, renewing my driver's license and hanging out with friends.  Ahhhhhh...to be back at work on my birthday.  Oh joy.

Hope all is well in xangaland.

:)

joyjoy

It's been a nice getaway from Houston, good ole Jackson, MS.  I know a ton of people thought I was nuts for even coming here considering Hurricane Gustav, but I regret not one second, as I have enjoyed some of the best fried chicken I could possible gobble up and had the best Lebanese food I've had ever.  Lots of R&R going on this weekend, but I'm anxious to get home to see Patton. 

Here's to my canceled flight this evening.  More updates tomorrow upon my return to home.

=^..^=

add fuel to my fire,
make love feel passionate,
make life seem less glub,
more rebellious
may that
be
the death of me

my soul is empty
my heart:
broken
& shattered
and your language confuses me
you say that you love me
how can you not trust me?!
after e v e r y thing that i gave UP FOR YOU?

money's no object in this case
desire means so much more to me
but passion falls not far from me
and now all i want is reprieve

I close my eyes and feel sadness

I feel alone

I do not live alone
but I certainly feel alone
but I might as well, just the same
it is not the life for me
this is not the life for me

The thought of you
The smell of you
The sight
of
you
i dilate

the tears only pause for moments
but they linger and wait for a trigger

I hurt sometimes
I laugh sometimes
but it's only to hide my pain

i am mortified
will i ever feel again?
so lonely
so empty
i rage within
i hurt within
i need to find romance and cigarettes

like comfort food,
i came to you
wanting so much to forgive
but words are like weapons
and i'm still bleeding inside
and i want it
to go...



...away.

Far, far away.
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May I lose myself in music again to free myself from everything.
I've been the walking wounded for some time and now it is time to return to myself.
Forgive my departure.

joy is coming soon.

SAW THE CURE MONDAY NIGHT AT THE TOYOTA CENTER
33 SONGS
3 HOURS
SOME NEW TRACKS SOME OLD TRACKS
I POSTED THE SETLIST ON THE CURE.COM/COMMUNITY/HOUSTON
6TH ROW.
RAWK.
YEAH I SPELLED IT RAWK.
AND I OWN IT.

SLUGS AND FISHES,
JOY